Wednesday, March 11, 2009

4am

Just woke up. It's a bit early. I know. But I was initially planning to stay up all night for I have to work on some articles. My deadline is almost up so I better work on them before the week ends. But I guess I have not perfected the skill of being able to resist my greatest temptation and that is sleeping. 
Late yesterday evening, around ten, I was just lying on my bed, just resting my back for I have been working all day, and the next thing I knew I woke up from a pleasant dream under my pillow. I hurriedly grab my mobile phone and checked what time it is. And it's already four in the morning. Daylight will be visible in the morning sky anytime soon and I have not started anything. I could not take back the time I spent sleeping so I just got on my feet and turn my computer and supposedly start working. But here I am writing my first blog. It should be articles that I am supposed to be writing but my urge to blog is very much compelling. 
Anyway, the very reason I started to jot all of this down is my DREAM. I can say it was rather pleasant. Nothing scary or what. I dreamt of my college and grade school classmates. The dream was very nostalgic. I don't usually miss my college and grade school days or classmates. I think of those days and the people I am very close with but I don't really miss them. It's not that I don't care, it's just I usually get to meet them especially my college classmates. I still keep in touch with them. 
The dream reminded me of those good old days where you are just chatting with your classmates about anything while waiting for your teacher. The image of me wearing my school uniform was so vivid that I started to miss wearing it. I began to think of those days. Sometimes I get so detached from my past. I sometimes get so oblivious from what is going on that I can't even get the feeling that I was involved in a particular moment. I know I am in such moment but when it passes, I sometimes don't get the feeling that I was actually there or that it actually happened. I really can't explain. Sometimes I get such weird feeling. 
But with that dream..thanks to that dream..I get to patch things up..It helped me clear my head a bit and my dream somehow told me that I met these people, that I was once part of that thing that happened in my past.

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